So thankful

Wow, I can't believe it's already 2009.  It seems like 2008 went so fast!  I can't believe the differences in my life between this year and last year.  I met my husband a year ago this month. I struggled so much at the beginning of our relationship.  I was so independent and stubborn (I know, shocker) that I could not allow him into MY life.  It was so difficult to let down my guard and share not only myself but my little guy as well.  It is so scary to give up control to someone else and give them the ability to either make you blissfully happy or desperately miserable.  I haven't been able to do that for a LONG time.  I am ever so thankful that no matter how hard I pushed him away, he would just kiss me and say "I will do whatever you need me to do." I am so thankful he didn't give up on me, and boy did I try to get him to.  Hayden and I were meant to be a family with Jon.  I know this with all my heart.  He is the most giving, loving, unselfish, sweet man and I we are lucky to have him.  I love him with all my heart.

I often tell Jon that one of the reasons I think I fell in love with him was his wonderful family. They are the most accepting, TALENTED, down to earth and dedicated people I know.  From the second Hayden and I walked through that front door they enveloped both of us with their love and acceptance.  Hayden ADORES all of his new cousins and is ecstatic about the fact that he has so many kids to play with.  I think I have bonded the most with Jons mom and sisters (of course that means in laws as well).  They are so talented!  They have taken me under their wing and are courageously helping this TOTAL city girl learn words like....bobbin (I am pretty sure it's a sewing thing.  I said I know it, didn't say I knew what it was).  I even scrapbook now!  The other day, I made bread......with yeast!!! And trust me if you ever wanna experience shopping at its finest, these ladies have Black Friday down!!!  Thank you Davenports for all you do for us!

So, I guess the purpose of this blog was that I am feeling very thankful to my sweet husband and my amazing family.  I am so looking forward to 2009!